什么日子是最难过的？
没有钱的日子？
还是没有爱情的日子？
乞丐其实过的日子是如何的？
天天被媒体爆丑闻的明星日子又是怎么过的？
什么日子是最开心的？
拥有三世都用不完的钱的日子开心吗？
天天事情都顺顺利利就会非常开心吗？
天天过着平凡的日子会开心吗？
你试过偷东西吗？
你试过偷情吗？
你试过在大众面前吵大驾吗？
你试过在戏院聊天聊上整个钟吗？
你试过穿着雨衣在街上走街吗？
你试过带keyboard而不带laptop screen出街吗？
你试过在街上随便拉着一个陌生人的手，
深情默默的看着对方五秒然后才大力甩开对方的手？
乱七八糟地写写一下，
胡说八道地乱说一通，
终于到了睡觉时间，晚安。
注意：人生短短，什么都应该去尝试

幸福与婚姻与快乐

世界上大多数的人都会选择追求快乐，
但又有多少人明白，
当自己身边的人快乐时，
自己本身才会真正的快乐起来。
因为，
你带快乐给人家，人家则为你带来欢喜。
肉体上的快乐只能为双方，
或三方，
或四方，
带来四十五分钟的快乐。
就算是高潮，
也只是那短短的十秒或二十秒的快乐与兴奋。
在床上努力了接近一个小时，
却只是想为自己带来几十秒的快乐，
值得吗？
若这种暂时性的快乐真的能满足一个人，哪，
那个人就得二十三小时里面不断的努力，
才能换来那一个小时的快乐。
这个世界上又有多少人又是把自己的一生毁在婚姻上呢？
数目并不少。
有些人嫁错郎，却又不要离婚。
有些又娶错娘，离婚有嫌麻烦。
如果这个世界上没有失败的婚姻，
那怎么会有这么多的单身妈妈，
孤儿，单身父亲，寡妇？
不同人可以做出不同的选择，
有些人可以不理会身边人的感受，
很潇洒的就作出他本身认为对自己最好的决定。
有些人就非常在乎身边人的感受或感想，
所以左想右想就是像一个最完美的决策。
这个世界可以说是没有十全十美的事情，
十全里面若有一美，
都是算很好了，
何必要求那么多呢？
有一位女同事，
一进到新公司就大作宣传说自己一定要在某某年结婚生孩子。
结果，她的确愿望成真，在公司里认识了mr. xx，
然后还与他生了一个贵子。
但是两年都不到，
就闹离婚了。
是悲是喜，就得看当事人的想法。
是她自己本身盲目追求婚姻，
认为婚姻就是幸福。
当你跟一个人在一起，
没有幸福的话，
婚姻算什么？
可以为一个人带来人生启发的东西就是爱。
一个人心中若没有爱是不完整的。
一个人，
从小到大都离不开爱这个东西。
一生出来就被身边的人爱，
被父母爱，
然后开始上学后就与同学们，
朋友们互相敬爱。
再大一点就开始与人恋爱，相爱。
欲望来了就会做爱。
想满足自己性欲望的就会到处找一夜爱。
爱心爆棚的就会到处留爱。
再爱下去就与对方结婚来证明自己的爱。
就算一个人没有爱人，
她也会爱财，
不然就爱狗。
到死的那一刻，
你谁都不爱都不重要，
但你一定要爱佛或耶稣，
不然阎罗王会来爱你

what do u think about 19?

19, is still considered an age of teenager, or an adult?

19. is still an age that is supposed to be educated in a college.

no matter where u come from,

how u come from,

u will still have a 19, or maybe u already had one.

does it really matter that much whether what r we doin during our 19s?

how many 19s r there at this second and the next second?

how many 19s are drug addict?

how many 19s are still in college?

how many 19s already start working?

if one is heavily addicted to drug during his 19,

does it mean that he's meant to fail in life?

if one is still under education in college during his 19,

does it mean that he will gain succeed in the future?

if one has started working during his 19.

does it mean he is matured and will earn big money?

there's no certain answer for these simple questions.

now everyone right there listen to me.

I am Tan Chung Wei and I am 19 in 2008.

I'm both under education in college and as well working as a part-time tutor,

but I'm not addicted to any drugs.

sometimes i do work for charity.

I've great friends and family in my life,

I've a bunch of cute students and now,

I am having a great boyfriend.

No matter how life keeps changing,

i made myself to enjoy it as I am the one who made

decisions in loving someone, lying to someone or making someone happy.

Most importantly,

I, Tan Chung Wei, am meant to succeed full in life in every life aspects.

月月过去不回来

今天不知明天事，
但明天永远带来的都是新鲜事=）
天黑后永远是白天，
新的一天，
新的希望。
每个人一起来都希望有个顺利的一天，
其实开心的一天也需要自己去制造的。
除了让自己开心，
请被忘记也要为身边的人带来开心=）
看到人家开心，
我相信制造开心的人心里也会很高兴=）
用愁苦来过每个月又何必呢？
起床刷牙时对着镜子傻笑一下，
好运就会接着来临=）
大家的今天已经是很好了，
能吃能睡能玩能走能拉，
祝大家明天会更好=)

so many days have past

i dont count days,
but still, i know that it's 2008 right now.
we never know how the universe works,
which means we will never know how many 2008 have past.
maybe this is the 1st?2nd?or the 3rd 2008?
we never know.
universe is a very surprising thing.
in the past, people dont struggle between studies and work to live.
they scribble on the rocks to show their daily routine, their emotions.
in the past, there were no ABCDs..
however there are past tense, present tense and all the tenses right now..
ancient people used to eat wood sticks,
now everyone eats beef steaks.

i changed

this's what ppl like to say:"u change"..
and here're the another words which ppl are used to:"things change"..
it's rare for one to say:"i change"..
but well,
i change,
just to show i'm the rare one.
i used like to Nike,
but now, i like Nose.
i used to like teh ais,
but now i prefer neslo ice.
i used to like Silky Girl,
but now i like Revlon.
i used to like Sunway's Pan Mee,
but now i prefer Old Town's Pan Mee.
i used to like Head & Shoulder,
but now i use Clean & Clear.
i used to hate Samsung,
but now, i'm using Samsung's phone and MP3.
i used to have a lot of yellow skin friends,
but now, i'm having more darker skin friends.
the most mockable thing is,
i USED to have 8 best jimuis,
but now,
left only 3.
until now,
i still have the bad habit of categorizing my friends.
forgive me.
but 1 extra is added to the 3,
that's my boyfriend!
1 more added again,
that's my college best mate!
just let me add one more,
that's my best comedian partner in the temple!
one last more,
that's the aunty who belanja me minum sedap kopi "o"!
one one one last more,
that's the aunty who taught me how to cure running nose!
total up,
now i've got back 8 best friends again!
there're more to be added,
this's what i call :"things change"..
soon,
my friends will be going overseas to further their studies,
(including those who've gone there)
this's what i call:"u change!"

誓愿

前天我又对观音娘娘发誓了。

我发愿以后要起一间孤儿院或老人院。

我若双脚一伸之前都还没起到的话，

那我就不得好死。

经过此地的人就当我的见证人吧

crave

lately i have a crazy crave for nasi lemak..
day and night,
my brain is only workin for nasi lemak..
at restaurant,
i ordered nasi lemak.
at mamak,
nasi lemak..
in college,
nasi lemak..
at home,
"da pao" nasi lemak..
but since i promise not to take meat for three months,
which's to expire on the 12th of november,
so i took around 1 week plus of nasi lemak biasa..
well,
in conlusion,
i dun feel fat at all coz i dunno all the lemak goes to where..
so when u r eatin something that's very oily or lemaky,
keep reminding urself that
:"it's not fat,it's not fat..the more i eat,the slimmer i will be!"

my busiest hari raya

to me, Hari Raya doesnt sound anything to me..
it's just another normal public holidays for me, coz i'm not interested at
those buka puasa thingy, but maybe, their delicious delicacy might sound at
least something to me..haha
whenever u think of those kuih kuih which were made by tonnes of sugar and
coconut(which's hard to be digested),
u wont feel like eatin any..
whenever Hari Raya approached,
i might either stay at home or out for shopping with my family.
i seldom got to have the chance to celebrate with my malay friends..
but last year,
i got to know a malay-arabian girl in KBU coll and she's
jolly coll-mate. we entertained each other and in the end,
we failed all our subjects in the final..haha..what a good pair..
well, what i want to say is just that,
she invited me to her HariRaya open house and i did feel good..
that was the first experience for me to be invited by my other race friends
to join their open house..
however,
the mattress' which r made of cow's skin and sheep's skin relle made me feel disgusted..
even their sofas' r made of tiger skin!what the..
i cant imagine myself stayin in a house which is filled with dead
animals' left behind..ewhh..
i stayed in her room for the whole morning,
until the open house started, only i feel happier A BIT..hah hah
when i stared at those food,
i was soo soo soo disappointed...
all were beef rendang, chicken organs rendang...allah,tolonglah..
when she noticed my expression,
only she realised i'm a 80% vegetarian!
no beef,no pork,no duck,no lamb,that's me.
so that day i took 30 hard-boiled eggs instead.
well, as for this year,
i did something really meaningful.
an buddhist organization set up a kids' 1-day camp and
i went to the temple to help out..
the camp was held on sunday but every1 of us went back to the temple
to have a meeting and prepare for the next day as well..
i cut out 60 pairs of feet and hands from manila cards and stick em'
onto the ground..
then gotta measure the length between the shapes,
checking whether the kids are able to cross from here to there and there to there and there to there and there to there and !(*&%$#@@^&*())_.....
the night while we're supposed to have meeting,
every1 was late,due to the heavy rain(their lame excuse),
so 1 of the teachers began to scare us with some of his ghost-tales..
and it worked..
it was raining cats and dogs outside and
the thunderstorm kept bomming non-stop,
with all these kinds of accompaniment,
it relle freaks us out, especially me!
coz i was the only 1 that will be driving home alone!
this cant be any scarier if suddenly something floating in the air and knock on my door,
or seeing something reflecting in the car mirror?!
so as for my own very safety and prevent all these to happen,
i ask my teachers to drive in front of me and i commanded them
to keep looking behind if i was still driving or something has happened...ahahah
what a coward..

观念

看了周杰伦的“不能说的秘密“之后，

对他有少少的改观了。

一直以来我都非常的抗拒他的新品，

认为鬼才会认为他是才子。。

但是看了他的弹琴才艺和他把这套戏的演绎以及执演手法之后，

我不仅赞叹起来。。

一个人的才华，

很难一下子就得到外人的赞赏和赞同，

而是需要时间来证明。

在等待的这个当中，

就是唯有继续不断努力和耐心地等待。

既然一个也是人类的明星都会有几百万个fans支持他，

那我相信我这个不平凡的人类，

身边也是一定有很多fans支持我的！！

亲爱的fans，那就陪我一起等待吧！哈~

周杰伦，

恭喜你！！

你赢得我的芳心了！

相信。可是。可惜

我相信每一段友情都是永恒的，
就算你与一位失散了十多年的朋友突然在街上碰见，
但你们仍然会认得对方，
只是，
你们会相认吗？
很难说。
可是，
友情的的确确是永恒的，
就算你们只是认识了那短短的一天。
可是，
友情也是有分热情和冷静期的。
你们这一次出来见面可能都会玩得很颠，
很疯狂，
但接下来的见面都会保持这样的温度吗？
不是说不可能，
只是可能性并没那么高。
如果你与这位‘假朋友’出来见面，
你们双方都扮的很假，
但假得来，
却是朋友啊!
就算你并不喜欢他，
可是以后你们在街上见面还是会打招呼。
还有，
你若非常非常讨厌一个人，
还到处去讲人家的坏话，
但你越讲他的坏话，
你碰见他的时候就会越自然对他微笑和打招呼，
因为你心中时常有他。
可悲的人类。
但我很幸福，
因为有一班纯纯和蠢蠢的好朋友让我骗，
因为我知道她们不会介意的！

Happy Birthday Sayang!

i was having a prob just now..
upload the photos by today,or not?
haahahahah!
and,u know,i made a damn wise decision!
i decided not to upload the photos by today!
u gotta forgive me,
because when i let u see my cam's cable then u'll understand why..
i always have to connect the charger with the cable and
plug in those wires here and there b4 i could connect
the cam to d pc..
they made it very complex..
forgive Panasonic,
i believe they've updated themselves nowadays..haahah
anyway my dear sayang,
i just wanna wish u sincerely,
Happy 19th Birthday.
though i non-stop reminding u about ur oldieness and stupidity,
but u know i dun relle mean it right!
i hope i did bright up ur day a little because i couldnt do much for u
for ur 2007's burfday,
this's the best of what i can do and no DOUBT
that u HAVE to appreciate it!haha
this year,
there're not much friends around here to help u celebrate ur burfday,
but i think u must be very glad when lixin called u up during the
temple session,
bcoz u shouted out lixin's name quite loudly...hah haha(forget to tell u this)
dude,
ur existance in my life is relle important..
the same to lixin and sherlynn..
without u guys,
this chungwei aint no the pretty chungwei like today..ahahahah
u guys rock man!

博落格

在二十一世纪之前，
人们的blog里面到底是写些什么的呢?
会写政治问题?还是国家战事?还是当时的明星风流流言?
以前如果有网络，有laptop的话，
那刘备，岳飞，曹操他们会不会也像我们一样写blog呢?
本来很想扮到很像很有智慧似的跟你们解释blog真正的意义，
但是一进到wikipedia巡查blog的definition时，
就有很多很多不明白的英文字眼跑出来，
吓了我一跳…
原来，
我的英文还是没有进步到…真惭愧…
好了，好了，
继续我今天的主题。
现代有很多人都是不停的在blogger里报告自己每天的行程，
不然就是blog里发泄自己不满的情绪，
或者介绍自己最近喜欢听的歌曲，
忠言之就是通通都是跟自己有关就是了。
可是，可是，
我的重点终于来到了…
为什么有些人就是非得讲到自己有多可怜？
事实上，上，
有人同情他们吗？
既然那么喜欢自己同情自己，
为什么不要去为自己争取更多的快乐呢?
对，
对，
人都是有血有肉的，
所以情绪一定会有高潮和低潮，
但我很讨厌那些人明明活得很开心，
却一天到晚跟人家说自己有多累，多可怜，
好像全世界的人都在亏欠他似的…
人家叫他看开一点，
他最厉害就是告诉人家:"你不明白的啦"
既然你认为人家不明白，
就不要告诉人家。
就是这些人类害死很多人。
因为他们自己的情绪化，
就影响到人家也随着情绪化。
真糟糕。。
我都不明白自己以前的作文考试是怎样pass过来的…
每次写东西写到一半就会开始离题了。
但，这就是我厉害之处！

CCtan,u should read this!

when i got home after my yoga class,
i saw dad was at home alr..(he went overseas to work)
he was holding his handphone and looking at me innocently,
i know at once that he needed my help again..hah hah!!
he asked me to write a list of notes of how to type msgs in chinese<->english..
the thing he doesnt know is how to change the language from chinese to english and from eng to chi..
okay,after i've done with the writings,i explained to him1 by1..
this's when the funny thing happened..
he started to look excited when he knew how to change chi to eng.
when he typed his 1st chi-letter in his Samsung cellphone,
he said:"my god..so easy"...
well,this's relle funny to me and my whole family because we speak chinese and my dad never speak english at home!..
then when he continued with his 2nd letter typing,
he was stuck because his pinyin wasnt that good..
then he said:"my god..so difficult.."
when my dad takes off his mask,he's relle a cute dad.

都是成绩惹的祸

明天我的foundation成绩就要出炉了。
现在的心情就好像心脏都快爆炸了。。。。
我绝对不允许自己再重拿半年！
半年半年，我有多少个半年？
老天爷，
你真的一定要好好眷恋我，
我可是你的爱徒呃！
让我全部都安安全全的及格就可以了。
我现在天天都有乖乖的剪神台花，
而且我现在也有天天换神水！
虽然我向观音菩萨许了一个愿所以才那么勤劳的剪花换水，
但我不是玩玩的喔。。。。
老天爷，
我慎重再求求您，
求您让我及格所有的课目吧！

what i've done

father's day just past and this's what i made for my dad! hundred of pieces r to be made into 1.
dah DANG!!!our malaysia icon..best ya
i didnt know why i made this for my dad..i was just thinkin that maybe he could put it in his office but until today i still saw it in his sleeping room..therrr..maybe he touches it everynight before he goes to sleep..ahahha

met this sexy cutie in Kfc and i wonder i look weird to here..she kept staring at me as if that was the first time she saw alien..or Maybe she was just tryin to seduce me..hah

this's the coolest set of Coke i've received..though i dont favour red that much,but coke does look good in red..hahahmy small collection of Cokes..i used to have pepsi and more coke collection,but they were thrown away by my mom..how sad..hope they'll rest in peace
the same old chung wei has not been changed and she'll never change..this's what we called "got style"

advantages of having a multi-racial country

last thursday i met with this small lil' incident and it made me regretted for being a racist at times..
i drove my young sis to ss2 Mcd and got irritated for searching a parkin space in this busy town,so i just parked beside Mcd.
without noticing 1 of the steels which r used to cover up the huge drain was gone,i drove my car onto it and the frontier left side tyre was stuck..everything was a whoosh and all my whole body just moved straightly to the left side too..
i could neither sit still or move my car and i just go freak out..what m i goin to do?
i off my engine and went down to check whether i was able to move my car out of the drain as i thought i'm Hugo..my dear friend-ssl was scared until she dint even notice she drop her cellphone into the drain..
the worst thing was,a big crowd of chinese-audience appeared to watch live show..wtf!they didnt show any helping hands and just stood there,crossing their arms..fcuka!
SO luckily,4 malay guys appeared.They're not friends,they're Just passers-by and they came to help me-a chinese!the drain is relle deep but 1 malay guy offered to help my friend pick up her cellphone..then the another 3 helped me to move my car out of the drain and even instructed me to reverse slowly in case of hitting the car behind..
I really appreciate the help which they offer!!i'm so touch u know..
once my car was moved out,i thanked all of them profusely..
now,what did those "chi-spectators" do?
applause?cheer?happy for me?FCUK!
ALL OF THEM LEFT right after the show ended..
i'm so disappointed..
OF COURSE,i definitely know that not all chinese r like that..
only a portion of chinese is selfish..
i told myself,i'm not 1 of them,and i'll NEVER BE 1 OF THEM!

2007's big day

this's my 2007's BIRTHDAY CAKEY!!!!

it doesnt only look nice,it tastes nice too!

well,it originated by The Baker's Cottage..hahhah

BUT,it's PRESENTED TO ME by my dear friends,the kelehfeh down there..

(there's something wrong with her and the box...)

3 DELICIOUS DISHES(i've to mention it!!) were prepared by meimei's mom for my dudes and I!!!!how nice!!my mom will never do that~ahhaah..

the only dish which my mom knows how to cook,and also the only dish she's soooo proud of it,is the PORRIDGE!!!!but,her porridge is always in a soupy form..i wonder why...but still,it tastes nice too

i've never tried love-shape jelly in such a big size before!!ahhaha

dudes and i relle appreciate what the auntie has done for us..sometimes i relle do feel so paiseh bcoz i've never try visitin her without eating her house's food..but,i remember owing this auntie 1 abalone meal as she helped me once.

EVERYONE!!!SAY BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

The Portablex

this's the "market unavailable product" which i did with my course mates for our Ad Presentation..and we named it as "Portablex"..
i was so happy when my members complimented my idea of makin a portable bottle which we could insert a few kinds of toiletries liquid into diff level of compartment..but well,makin this box is totally OUT of my idea's concept.
In my imagination,i was thinkin to make it into somethin like this-->unfortunately,things will not always go on as u wish.
it's my bad,i dunt know how to communicate with dem in a proper way..
the presentaion is over,and i know i dint do my best..
but anyway,i succeed to make a shame of myself..and now,i'm famous for my singing talent!

true friends who look alike

starting from the left side is she@me.
i either call this she as boseyong/bose/cottonbutt when we chat on the line,
in real life,i always call her lixin or yanyan..
she has further her designing studies in aussie and
is about to achieve her dream very soon..
i relle miss her like shiat and relle hope to see her soon..
i used to hate her alot during our primary time but
once we were upgraded to secondary year 1,we become best friends!
both of us stay so near that
we took the same school bus to school,
we always had our breakfast,lunch,high tea at the nearby KFC Restaurant..
dude,
i know u can do it,WE know you're almost there,
ur dream,will not be a dream anymore..
because we know it actually will happen!